Phil tells us about a call about a baby boy drowning in a pool. He begins to give CPR and the baby throws up; a good sign. Phil finds out later the baby didn’t make it. He never tells anyone. The biggest mistake is handle the situation in silence and so begins the vicious cycle of isolation. The isolation leads to anger and then to alcohol abuse. Drinking infected his marriage. Phil discovers that reaching out to other men and being connected is what God wants. Phil found faith gives you peace beyond all understanding.